
I told you that you were my moon
I sat right there and hummed a tune
We all remember you drinking blue lagoon
But all those memories are dead to me
You told me to get myself together and leave
I’m a soul you couldn’t lead
You watched me bleed and called me weak
But all these memories are dead to me
I loved you unconditionally
Just for you to say I’m supposed to handle this easily
Unfortunately, we both handle things differently
But all these memories are dead to me
You told me she was so much better
Only if you knew my life is now bitter
But it’s final, you chose her
You’re dead to me

I am confused
By the way you betrayed me
And I still can’t understand
How you still don’t feel guilty
I closed the door
Locked it well
And I was hurt even more
I’m lucky that I am no victim for you anymore
You forgot me
You forgot where you came from
All the lies you told to me
Along with not feeling guilty
I look into your eyes
Trusting you even more
But it’s all little lies
That break my heart
I’m sorry if I broke the knife
You stabbed me by
I was just doing my best
And I don’t feel guilty
You broke me
You betrayed me
You never apologized
You don’t even feel guilty
Your brown eyes
Tell me more than enough
It’s actually a great surprise
Things have been tough

I came up with nothing
At my worst
Just wondering
If this is a curse
I looked up high
Wishing for a miracle
Waiting for the light
To brighten my life
But one day
I wondered
What if COVID-19
Showed their true colors
I shut the door
I shut my heart
Betrayal was new to me
I was new to this painful art
But life is much more
Than feeling depressed
The door is still shut
But I think I understand